May 2012
25 posts
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May 30th
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May 30th
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May 24th
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May 24th
49 notes
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May 24th
8,685 notes
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May 24th
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May 24th
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Life sucks.
A few days ago I found out that I can’t join the military because of my scars. That crushed what little hope I had left of joining. I always wanted to join-I trained and studied for it, waited for it, longed for it, and now I can’t. What’s worse is that my sister is planning to join the army! I support her in her decision, but I’m jealous. It’s not fair! That was my...
May 24th
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May 19th
129 notes
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May 19th
58,587 notes
4 tags
May 17th
25 notes
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May 17th
18 notes
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May 17th
6 notes
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This depression swallows me.
I look at the empty chair in front of me and wish you were seated there, someone, anyone. I am all alone, quiet, silent. I want to cry and be held, to run away and escape reality. I wouldn’t do it to die, but just so I can’t feel anything, because all I feel is pain and sadness. And it’s eating away at me
May 17th
3 tags
May 13th
1,943 notes
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I think life is overrated.
I’m tired of feeling alone, being by myself. It’s not fair that some people can do whatever they want to deal with their problems, and I can’t. Everything I touch turns to stone. It’s like I’m stuck in a cage, or like being a puppet, and someone else is pulling the strings. I know I’m fucked up. That’s why I’m single…and I’m afraid I...
May 8th
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School is out and summer is here
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May 8th
101 notes
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And I knew you could never love me.
I had so much sorrow inside you could never reach. But can I still keep a place in your heart?
May 8th
I miss...
my friends :/
May 3rd
I wish somebody would love me...
like Jack Bauer loved Audrey. That’s all that I ask.
May 3rd
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May 3rd
5,359 notes
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May 3rd
17,106 notes
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May 3rd
38,581 notes
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May 3rd
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May 1st
82 notes
April 2012
33 posts
1 tag
Apr 30th
537 notes
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Apr 30th
38 notes
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JACK FUCKING BAUER, BITCHES
I would give anything to be kissed by him. Damn, he’s hot!
Apr 30th
19 notes
I hate my life.
Apr 26th
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Apr 26th
5,168 notes
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Apr 26th
391 notes
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Apr 26th
27 notes
Take me away from here...
where I think and feel nothing.
Apr 24th
3 tags
Sometimes...
I hate life and everything about it. All I want to do is sleep so I don’t think. I’m constantly bombarded with negative self-talk, hatred, and self-destructive thoughts. All I want is peace. I feel so empty and alone, and I can’t do anything  about it. I’m trying to put the brakes on this down-hill slide im in, but it gets too hard sometimes. So I put on my mask and trudge...
Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
216 notes
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Apr 20th
54 notes
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It's one of those days...
where I wish I had a magic pill i could take to make everything go away. I don’t want to feel these things anymore. I don’t want to think about it all. I just want to disappear.
Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
25 notes
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Apr 19th
51 notes
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Apr 18th
160 notes
I wish it didn't mean so much to me...
to be a monument for the rest of them.
Apr 17th
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Apr 17th
604 notes
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I know you mean well...
when you tell me it’ll get better and just keep your chin up, but you don’t understand the hell I live in. If you did, you’d probably have nothing to say.
Apr 12th
1 note
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Apr 12th
28 notes
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Apr 12th
12 notes
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Trying...
to resist the urges and temptations which plague me and haunt me. They whisper in my head during the day and scream at night, trying to weaken my strengthening resolve. All it wants to do is destroy me, and I know that, but I miss my old friend. It calls my name, and all I want to do is run away and hide, somewhere where the voices can never find me. *I’m alive but I’m barely breathing...
Apr 6th
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Apr 6th
6 notes
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Apr 6th
59 notes
2 tags
Apr 6th
4,498 notes
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Apr 3rd
14 notes